Dazzling Land !

I wish I could tell this directly, but I think you never have a time for just listen to my words. It kills me to know that you just gave up. I still remember the day you said to me “This is too much and I don’t want to deal with this anymore.” You promised we would last forever. We promise to infinity and beyond, always and forever. I didn’t know forever only lasted 5 years and 2 months. 

Another thing that really ticks me off is the fact that you changed so fast. You told me the day before we broke up that you loved me, then the next day you tell me that you don’t love me at all. Like, is that a fucking joke ?

Anyways, I understand that you’re stressed because you don’t know what to do with your life but I don’t think you should take it out on me. I was always just trying to be the best gf to you and I always tried to be supportive. I know that at the end of our relationship we were becoming distant and we wouldn’t talk as ofter but I really thought it was just a phase. It also sucks that I would try to keep a conversation going and you would just not answer or you would answer with one word. Really ?

Now looking back it was so obvious that you just didn’t care about our relationship anymore. I’m still sad that we’re done but I think that since you haven’t contacted me at all it makes me not really have any hope that we’ll get back together.

I wish we could get back together but then again I don’t… I wish I could be with the old you, I don’t want to be with the person that you have become. You’re turning into everything I don’t like. I miss my cute goofy boyfriend, not you.

I hope everything goes well in your life and you find someone perfect for you since it’s obviously wasn’t me. Thank you for teaching me so many things and for letting me experience love, but I’m finally trying to be strong and I’m going to try and move on.

Sincerely yours, 

Me.

Some advice

(via le-nickasaur)

• Question: What is your dream date ? - Anonymous
• Answer:

  Sitting on the beach while watching fireworks

• Question: sandra, masih inget aku gak ? Dulu di blog kamu, kamu lupa sama aku - Anonymous
• Answer:

  I do remember you. John Doe, aren’t you ?  :s

• Question: sansan, sekarang udah gak nulis di blog lagi ya ? - Anonymous
• Answer:

  yang di blogspot ya ? Udah enggak :)

• Question: What do you most like from yourself? And also what do you most hate from yourself? - Anonymous
• Answer:

  Ur question makes me feel a lil bit conceited. But there’s nothing wrong w/ stating good things abt urself right ? 

  The thing I like the most fr myself is my ability to see things from different perspective and I always have an abundance of energy and enthusiasm over almost everything.

  What  I don’t like abt my personality : my sanguine characteristic can make me unintentionally being self-centered. And I can get easily depressed when I got mistreated by anyone. Just because Im dying to please everyone, I expect they should do the same thing towards myself. 

• Question: Next month I'm going to celebrate my 3rd anniversary with my bf, however, I feel like I'm starting lost the sparks between us. What should I do ? Should I broke up with him ? Anyway, how long is the longest relationship you ever had ? Thx - Anonymous
• Answer:

  When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long. Mine was 5 years :)

• Question: Not only do I love your blog ( heh found it ) but I also am secretly infatuated with you. K. here we go I got this idea from a spam msg I received on Facebook lol.. I know you like me but were always way too shy to say so :3 go hit up crushmasher(dõt)com (uhh it wont let me do a regular link) then make an acct there. Search for the profile 'justmeandu33' ( obv me ) I posted body pix.. if u can figure out who I am msg me and we'll kick it. CC required for age but it is free. (annoying i know) - Anonymous
• Answer:

  Sheesh.. Go invade Facebook, leave TUMBLR, you screwed spambot !

randomness-is-epic:

Nick Vujicic is a young man who was born without any arms or legs. He is now a minister sharing his story and inspiring people of all faiths with his message of hope and love.

“If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?”
— Nick Vujicic

You have touched my heart in an instant :’) God bless you, Nic !